Sakura of DOOM

I have been thinking a lot about this lately, and I don't have any answers yet, and I don't even know if I'm asking all the right questions. But I think, I also owe you an apology. Because I was there in the beginning when this Carnival was being set up, and you and Anna had always been open to suggestions, and yet it did not occur to me to ask these questions or raise these concerns until now, and isn't that a sign of my own privilege and ignorance, especially considering that circumstances might have made me more aware of certain things? And yet I still didn't think of this until it hit close personally, and when I posted my reply to you I was angry at you and did not consider or acknowledge my own responsibility in what I was holding you fully responsible for, and for that I am very sorry.