I'm sorry. :( I have a similar problem with wanting to read All The Things, especially if they're Very Serious And Weighty, and not getting through nearly enough for my standards.

I am conflicted because I do want to read more and talk about books more, but I also have eight billion other things I am trying to do more, and I'm trying to prioritize so my brain doesn't do the giant list of every life goal I have failed to progress on thing.

I could have written this exact sentence myself.